If someone told me ten years ago that....

If someone told me ten years ago that me and my youngest daughter would have the strained and distant relationship that we have now, I would have told them they was crazy! you see me and my kids have all been close, but Morgan was a mommies girl, I mean my oldest was too, but when Morgan was getting older, Jordan started having her older friends and was more into boys lol the way it should be! but Morgan didn't want me out of her sight, we would do everything together, when I got divorced when she was ten, we would get Anime (she loved that!) and we would make like a pallet on the floor on weekends and watch Anime all weekend, then all of sudden when she turned like 15 she started treating me differently, I mean I know people say all kids go thru this phase where they act like they cant stand their parents, but this has been different and I cant really explain how, and for the last three years it has slowly eroded, to the point of where today I actually came to terms with the fact that the relationship we had is gone, and its never going to be like it was, she's a different person, so instead of trying so hard, and being hurt time and time again, Im giving up. I mean I love her with all my heart, and I would do anything for her, but im just not going to try so hard anymore, im not going to wonder what I can do to make her happy, what I can do so that she wont talk like she can barely tolerate to talk with me, Im just going to go on with my day and just be happy with the relationship that I do have with her. I do hope one day she will tell me what I did to make her change how she felt about me, and trust me I have gone thru things in my mind to try and figure it out, but I honestly cant think of anything. but anyway, I do trust in the LOrd, and I have asked that he restore my relationship with Morgan, and hopefully it will happen